Have you ever just been restless? Not feeling quite right, even though nothing is really wrong? Just sort of...out of sorts? That is how I've been for the past week. I think it might because here in Texas we've had rainy weather for the past 2 weeks, and we're not used to it, especially in October. Usually temperatures are in the 80's and sunny, and instead we've had grey drizzly skies and temps in the 60's. While I'm very thankful for the rainy, my brain and my body seem to be solar-powered. So I'm sinking a bit. I think I've got a little cabin fever going on. I'm used to spending my days outside, the baby and I going for walks for hours and smelling flowers and exploring bugs. Right now the baby is sick with a 101 fever, teething, and not sleeping much. She wants to be held but doesn't want to be touched. It's an odd time.
I think it'll pass in a matter of days. Right now perhaps I'm just in a holding pattern. Maybe God is doing something deep underground inside of me that I just can't see right now. So, I wait.... again. And that's okay.