this will be just a quick update.
God has proved Himself faithful once again.
although I certainly dont deserve it...He has once again had His hand in my life in such a surprising way that I stand amazed as His power and grace.
God has brought me a job that I love, that I was made to do. i am working with wo derful people and children. Gods hand has clearly been in this whole situation the entire time. and I praise Him for that.